Dear Baby, Yesterday, when I entered my estimated due date (according to Fertility Friend, it is October 7) into BabyCenter, you were 3 weeks old. So boy was I surprised to log in this morning to see that you are now at 4 weeks! So far you have been good to me. Aside from some queasiness and fatigue, I have been having no symptoms at all. (You might want to ask your father to see if I've been extra moody, though.) I am so excited you are here — I want to shout it from the rooftops! But I am also scared. So, so scared. I don't know if I can handle losing another baby. Losing your older sister was the hardest thing I've...

Dear Baby, Today is your father's 32nd birthday. And today, I was able to surprise him with the best present: It's faint, but it's definitely there. I am pregnant with you! This is the happiest moment I've had in months and months. I had tears of joy streaming down my face as soon as your father confirmed the line, and I am still tearing up thinking about it. Thank you so much, baby, for gracing us with your existence. And thank you, God, for giving us this gift of life. I hope I can be a good mother to you. And I hope and pray that you will be a healthy and happy baby, one that we will greet with open arms come October. I love...