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My Second Belly Button

Two months after my appendectomy, my incision scars still hurt. The largest — a 1.5" cut about 4" above my belly button — is the most painful and remains an angry red. My doctor tells me that this is what I should expect with a surgical scar on a growing, pregnant belly. He says that while the skin and muscle on my stomach will continue to expand with the pregnancy, the scar tissue will resist stretching. And as a result, the incision scars will take longer to fully heal. Additionally, because the rest of my belly continues to grow with no regard to the scars, there now exists indentations where the scar tissues lie. When I am sitting/crouching, and the skin and fat...

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September 11, 2011

Today I woke up and remembered how a decade ago, I saw smoke rising from lower Manhattan as I drove along the New Jersey Turnpike. I remembered how I, along with other drivers, stopped our cars and turned our radios on full blast while we stared in horror at another plane crashing into the second tower. I had been on my way into Manhattan at that moment. I had been on my way to Chinatown, which meant that I would have passed Ground Zero on the way to my destination. For once I could not feel more relieved that I had been running late. Needless to say I did not make it into New York City that morning. But I will never forget...

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The Potential for Disaster

I think it's safe to say that my body has been plagued with health issues throughout this pregnancy. In addition to the everyday stuff like vomiting (still!), migraines, insomnia, and major hip pains, I have had three more major issues since the first trimester: Two root canals An eye infection which required a visit to the E.R. An emergency appendectomy And in order to treat these ailments, my body — and the baby as a result of being dependent on my body — has been subjected to the following: dental x-rays dental Novocain prescription steroids prescription antihistamines various antibiotics Tylenol-Codeine repeated injections of Morphine over a 12-hour period an MRI general anesthesia abdominal surgery two weeks of Percocet Granted, these drugs and procedures were all administered with the approval of my OB (and in the case of...

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The Boob Juice Dilemma

I do not consider myself a breastfeeding failure. Yes, I struggled tremendously with breastfeeding. Yes, it is true that I was "only" able to provide my firstborn three months of breastmilk. And yes, Claire has been exclusively formula-fed ever since I decided to quit. But I do not consider myself a failure. Claire has never gone hungry. She has never been sick — not even common baby rashes like eczema or a diaper rash — nor does she suffer from any allergies. She is smart as a whip and she is, simply put, thriving. What more can you ask for in an 11-month-old? But with all this being said, I do want to give breastfeeding another go with BebeDeux. J remembers the hardship...

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